Love

Have you ever had moments of such incredible love...that it overwhelm your thoughts? When you just cant sleep because falling asleep means you wouldnt have their face in your mind. Its a feeling of bliss, the world is right for the first time in your whole life. All you can think about is seeing their face and making them happy. To see them smile, see them laugh, and hear their jokes no matter how many times they said it before, they're stories are hardly new but still you laugh even after so many timws its said just because they said it, its still funny or interesting after the tenth time. Long after they've gone to sleep your awake just to look down at them, to see them resting and relaxed. They're heart beat is a rhythem that you never want to stop listening to.

Have you felt that way?

you want to caress them to feel they're skin. It hurts when they're away but....talking over the phone or through letters heals it all away because you can hear they;re voice, and touch something that they touched. heaven....are those moments when you're in their arms

they're stregnth is your stregnth and you believe what they believe. if they said it then it must be true just because you trust them whole heartedly. You want that person to be happy no matter what the cost. when they hurt, you hurt, that connection that stands the test of time. They are your world and although you can live ad function and be a normal person, inside your nothing without them. Like if your not whole unless they are right next to you. You lack sleep, you can feel your eyes grow heavy but you fight it just because you want to think about them more, how you can please them, to make them laugh, to love and be loved. When you want to feel that connection ...to feel like you belong to that person and you will say it proudly...that you belong to them and only them, and their will is your will

sleep is coming but you dont want it, you want them to be in your thoughts just a bit longer. to imagine their face and body, to remember how it felt to be against them, to have their arms wrapped around you, or to imagine their voice.

true love is when you can be selfless when it comes to them. no matter what you want whats best for them. around them your words wont come out but when your by yourself you kick yourself for not having said what was on your mind all along, that your mind hesitated when your heart had something to say.
at night you want t be against them...always loving them and being close to them

sleep is coming but you'll fight to end...just to continue seeing their face

My schedule

so i dont forget ^^ hehehe i am soo absent minded but anywho yeah

CLASS Build/room TIME Prof.

Anthro 101 INST 2004 9:05 -10:30 am Gribben
poli sci 001 INST 1001 10:40 -12:05am Dirks
english 102 CSB 208 12:25- 1:50 pm Grant
Math 115 Bung 5 4:20- 6:50 pm Zargarian

yeah i got alot on my plate but its all good its all on tuesdays adn thursdays all day

Trying

okay so some of you know (the few or none that read this) that i'm trying realism. So far its going well but somethings are just not coming out right. I'm trying my best but its not going well. With that in mind i am not taking anymore requests...i wanted to take many but it takes me a week to do one drawing because i take breaks. Ah well...back to my normal drawings.

My newest projec is learning how to draw sexy pictures heheh i am idolizing this artist i found who draws thick piggy, and cow women, thick beautiful and raunchy. Its soo awesome and so i'm gonna use some of their poses. School however is starting soon so i need to hurry along and get my projects done since i'm taking 4 classes this time. Ah well see yah guys later

The downside to having siblings

okay i love my siblings but sometimes i want to beat them , beat them until they learn to fear me and do what ever the hell i say!

sure my brother is 21 years old but he acts like a freakin 5 year old when it comes to chores and life in general! he wants to act like an adult yet refuses to accept the responsibilities that come with it.
AND the little sister is just lazy as hell and just likes to give me lip when i ask for things

now me on the other hand not only am i going to school at a higher level than my brother i also find myself doing the most in the house, washing dishes, cleaning the stove, mop and sweeping the kitchen floor, countertops, making sure all the old food in the fridge is thrown out, vacumming cleaning the furniture, fixing the cushions on the sofa, cleaning the living room, putting all their crap away :shoes, socks, coats, shirts, pencils, foldes, and used napkins,

also shall i mention do anything my dad asks me to do since he came out of surgery.

now i dont like to complain but whenever i ask for them to do something for me or say what i do for them....it just pisses me off when they tell me "stop complaining"

Now it also pisses me off that it bothers me so much that i must waste a whole blog post to get everything out. I want to have time to make stuff for myself do some art to relax but does anywone notice NO!

IWANT TO BEAT ALL YOUR ASSES!!

character name

just writing down a character name so i dont forget

Anya Yaroslava
age 23
russian/caucasion
aqua colored eyes and aqua colored hair,
slick straight down middle back legnth

fighting style: boxing/kick boxing mix

Getting used to blogging

Okey i'm getting used to blogging and I KNOW there arent gonna be very many people reading this but ah well I might as well blog about normal things and keep the depressing things for live journal XD. Anywho enjoy all! Also I have a deviantart site

Mythicmeztli.deviantart.com