Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Love

Have you ever had moments of such incredible love...that it overwhelm your thoughts? When you just cant sleep because falling asleep means you wouldnt have their face in your mind. Its a feeling of bliss, the world is right for the first time in your whole life. All you can think about is seeing their face and making them happy. To see them smile, see them laugh, and hear their jokes no matter how many times they said it before, they're stories are hardly new but still you laugh even after so many timws its said just because they said it, its still funny or interesting after the tenth time. Long after they've gone to sleep your awake just to look down at them, to see them resting and relaxed. They're heart beat is a rhythem that you never want to stop listening to.

Have you felt that way?

you want to caress them to feel they're skin. It hurts when they're away but....talking over the phone or through letters heals it all away because you can hear they;re voice, and touch something that they touched. heaven....are those moments when you're in their arms

they're stregnth is your stregnth and you believe what they believe. if they said it then it must be true just because you trust them whole heartedly. You want that person to be happy no matter what the cost. when they hurt, you hurt, that connection that stands the test of time. They are your world and although you can live ad function and be a normal person, inside your nothing without them. Like if your not whole unless they are right next to you. You lack sleep, you can feel your eyes grow heavy but you fight it just because you want to think about them more, how you can please them, to make them laugh, to love and be loved. When you want to feel that connection ...to feel like you belong to that person and you will say it proudly...that you belong to them and only them, and their will is your will

sleep is coming but you dont want it, you want them to be in your thoughts just a bit longer. to imagine their face and body, to remember how it felt to be against them, to have their arms wrapped around you, or to imagine their voice.

true love is when you can be selfless when it comes to them. no matter what you want whats best for them. around them your words wont come out but when your by yourself you kick yourself for not having said what was on your mind all along, that your mind hesitated when your heart had something to say.
at night you want t be against them...always loving them and being close to them

sleep is coming but you'll fight to end...just to continue seeing their face

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