lack of sleep and new things

okey...listening to music at night is a bad idea. On a positive note my photomanipulation skills are getting better and hopefully i might take commissions soon ^^. Also my interview is next week and also i gotta start lookin up school loans and the like soo yeahhhh

Early morning. Bright weekend

Alright so this morning i realized that this weekend will be all about me. ^^ Why? Because i'm making it all about me, i want to relax and have nothing to do and just do the stuff i love to do. Its my birthday on monday and i'm going to gamble on sunday so yeahh. Anywho i decided that i will ditch my awful math class and catch up on some sleep. Also i will work on my story/art concept, my photomanipulation trial (If i find a good picture to do), and also...hmm get some reading done, since i obviously need to read. ^^ I want to start my 18th year of life good and fresh. I'm waiting for my bestest gift evers to arrive so that will also brighten up my new year. This year has alot in store for me, theres the 70 percent chance of me going to texas this year, for sure for sure i'm starting the fun stuff next semester, i;'m going to drive, have a life, mature and last but not least, become an adult. I've come a long way and I want to continue that. This year started out rough for me but like they say after a storm is where the best crops are yeilded. ^^ In about 20 minutes i'll be heading to my first class of the day (also a test), and i'm glad i'm going. Life is good for me right now, i have the love of a great man, a daily calm routine of learning, my classes are great, i have alot to look foreward to. Sure things might be rough in the transition of schools but i dont mind. Time to start lookin up and be great and develop into the person i want to be.

the frizz

new story

Okay now i have a new story/art concept in my head. Its the gonna be set in the time of the new world conquest set in the mayan world of royalty, the new comers from spain, english mercenaries and the like

and well a mayan princess and an english paladin fall madly inlove with each other despite the overwhelming odds. His belief says she's from the devil but he cant resist, his people are killing her culture yet still she was lured to him.

what will happen? I dont know yet but i want to get some concept art down and maybe do some stuff i dunno. me sleepy heheh

Photo manipulation

Okey i have become rather interested in photo manipulation and i wanna try it. I saw a tutorial on it and now i want to try. I have a friend who is very lovely and a perfect subject since she would be easier to do. So once i get home i'll save one of her pictures (With her consent of coarse) and try to do a very nice photomanipulation in which i can make a regular picture look ...well painted I guess. I'm getting very interested in moving along with my learning. I want to know as much as possible before i go into my major. Wanna have a head start and all ^^, sides its alot of fun. First and foremost however i need to catch up on my studies. I love to draw and use photoshop but studying comes first. Cant have my grades lacking now can we? As for new things in my life. I'M GOING GAMBLING ON SUNDAY!! yay! I hope i win alot of money. If not thats fine too so long as i dont lose money XP. hopefully i can win enough to buy a legit version of photoshop or hopefully a new laptop. Betty is getting very old and she's breaking down on me....i wonder if i can give her more SDRAM and more Ram built into her. However i think that would void the warranty if i got one. Also I want to give windows vista a try. I wanted to upgrade betty but she just doesnt have enough memory and computing power to run it efficiently. So yeahh i'm stuck with her lol. I still love her though she's been very reliable and got me all linked up. However i really need a laptop with more memory 60 Giga bytes just isnt enough anymore i need about 120. As for the diet i tried to install...it went out the window. I tried but the food is just too good.. Ughh i'm a bit nauseous i dont even know why. I already took pain medicine for my migraines but its not going away despite the fact i took my happy pills (some extra stregnth medicine that has tylenol, aspirin and caffein in the mix). Ah well. I need to head on to class and will most likely update this later on when i have time to work on the photo manipulation. Heh..

Until next time my faithful minion(s)

S.H. 3

"Iron rusts from disuse, stagnant water loses its purity, and in cold weather becomes frozen; even so does inaction sap the vigors of the mind." - Leonardo da Vinci





To act out fantasies of the mind. With art and words. Laughter is often the best expression. A bald head is easiest you can see yourself in the reflection of the head.

school people suck

okay i love school and learning. However i hate it when i get stuck here with nothing to do, chest pains, stomach pains, migraines and whatever is happening to me at the moment. So with that been said. I am stuck here writing this. Now i will tell you what i hate about some people at school.

1) When a big headed dude sits right infront of me and doesnt let me see the teacher
1a) when he moves his head when i move mine so he makes DAMN SURE i dont see
2) when math teachers dont speak proper english and just confuse the hell out of me
3) when teachers give special attention to they;re previous students (she fucken looked like a whore she did!) i was stand by number 2! number freakin 2!! and she wouldnt accept me cus numbers 10-23 were her former students. SHIT I ENROLLED IN THE FREAKIN BEGINING OF JANUARY! Just cus she looks like a slut, is easy on her students and looks pretty dumb EVERYONE goes to her class. (note: she's teaching the highest level of english and dressing like a dumb whore...and also talking like one instead of a professional teacher.)Of coarse i didnt know this and was in the back without a seat waiting to see if she'll accept me...but no...she takes numbers 10 -23 just cus they took english 101 and barely passed cus they were staring at her skanky ass...you know what this aint even worth my breath.

anywho! ^^ i started sketching today and came up with a new little adorable character teehee sooo cute! The new cute little guy got me through my math class...i swear that dude spoke not a lick of english! i was bamboozled at the fact they let him teach when he could barely speak any english WHAT THE DUCK IS UP WITH THAT!? (note: i meant to say duck ^^)

So here i am...chest pains, nauteous and trying to calm down and contact the parents so they can pick me up. Other than that i rather liked my classes except for math ^^ the rest i'm good with teeheehee. I just need to get the books and its a whole lot of reading material but i can get by so its all good ^^

new muse

okay i failed to mention how many muses i have, theres one for poetry

Pmuse: ello new comer fine day this evenin *says in brit accent*

and then theres another for photoshop artsie stuff (the one that went missing but got found earlier) He has an attitude
Amuse: I dont like any of you...give me music and i'll tag along *sounds like billy idol*

Yeah he doesnt work without my music muse. the one that inspires me to sing and dance

Mmuse: hello is it night yet? *has frilly girly voice*
frizz: no
Mmuse: why isnt there any music?
frizz: cus i'm workin here
Mmuse: well thats no fun

okey anywho! art muse wont do anything without the music muse...hence the reason they both leave or arrive together.
ANYWHO! theres one muse who controls them all...however he's not always around.

Yeah thats him on the left ^^ hehehe

Amuse: oy he's a good lookin chap...

yes yes he is...now if we can work together to finish the art for him

Amuse: cant do that lovely

WHY!?

Amuse: cus music aint around girly...

fine! Pmuse...come on help me out!

Pmuse: of coarse m'lady it would be my pleasure however it seems i have something else to attend to.

>.< I hate you all

Forgetfulness...once again

okey i forgot about enabling the sound in my yahoo... henceforth ruining all my efforts to have some morning nookie. Ah well....i wouldnt have remembered it either way XD. heheh...with lack of sleep i act like i'm drunk . Heheheh well today is cleaning up my stuff to get ready for school on the tuesday. so yup yup hehehe

breaking and losing

okay i have a habit of losing things, anyone who knows me knows that i can be very absent minded at times. WHICH SUCKS! ok so i was thinking about taking off the keys of my laptop to clean the underside BAD IDEA ok normally you can take off the key and just clean under it BUT theres alittle white mechanism that stays behindso all you have to do is snap the key back on easily....however that was not the case with me....i accidentally pulled out the white mechanism >.< and spent half hour with a pair of tweasers slowly putting it back in. yes....it sucks heheh anywho! after snaoppping it in place...i lost the key...not once...but thrice! blast my absent minded nature! anywho me going to sleep

SEE YAH!!

Muse is back

okey it came back and i am done with the valentine pic. but...its missing something and i just done know what....its missing....something! arggg...>.< its frustrating ah well. Anywho its mostly done and i will be working on a poem

starting school

Okay I'm going back to school on Tuesday and to be honest. I'm scared. I mean i know i can do it but still....I've never taken 4 classes before and i cant screw up because i need these classes to transfer to Texan. On the other hand though i have not taken not one single art class. It sucks but yeahh... anywho i'm starting to panic alittle since its 4 classes and not the easy classes! soo yeahh but i'm not gonna slack like i did for my business class. Whats making me more nervous is that my parents are getting on my back about getting job and how i'm not getting scholarships for my books. >.< I DONT QUALIFY for a book grant!!! why!? because my grade point average is above 2.0 and you guys have money. Jesus if you guys didnt want to worry about my college stuff then yah shouldnt have spent your money on new couches you didnt need, and a patio that could have waited, and a new wedding ring worth over a grand.

*sigh*

on lighter news i'm trying to work on the valentine pic and the new erotic chapter but my muse has left me! DAMN YOU MUSE! get your ass back here!!

muse: i'm taking a vacation your abusing me
frizz: >.< get back here ! at least till i'm done!
muse: mmmmh no

*chases after the muse who disapears and goes to a different person*

>.< crud