Peeves

It peeves me when someone gives a gift or does a favor..and yet hate doing it. The point of an action of love...is that the action must done in the utmost joy of doing it. When i give a gift or do something for someone I'm absolutely to happy. I never complain because i enjoy doing it. It deeply bothers me that people will actually give gift and be grumbling that they had to give something up. Then why give it if your going to hold such animosity towards the other person? I hate it....mainly because its been done to me for so long. Every time i recieve a gift or my parents do something for me...they complain about it for a week before and after they do it. Its so hypocrital...and an insult to me. I can never recieve a gift, help, or action if the person is bothered by doing it. It makes me feel that they dont care enough to have the decency to do something for me with real and honest feelings behind it. Its a facade and I refuse to let some do it to me any longer. Further more...it makes me feel like a burden...something that HAS TO be done because no one else wants to. Its a great insult to me. So for anyone reading this...dont ever do something for me unless your happy doing it, because for everything i do for you guys...i do it with love and the greatest joy i will ever know...just to make you guys happy. I think i deserve the same respect and you guys should just not do it.

Next time...just tell me you cant do it because you wont be able to honestly do it just for me instead of insulting me with false joy and pretenses.

Peace.

~ the frizz

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